to try your hardest

You try your hardest to make someone else happy. You toss your defenses down- let yourself love after years of past heartaches- and really try. They take you for granted after a month or two- but whenever you try and bring up what’s wrong they flip it around and make you feel like everything going wrong is YOUR fault. :\ so whatever you try and do- to make things okay- it blows up  your in your face. the worst feeling in the world is loving someone so much and feeling like that person is just using you ><